I was vicar of large things in a small parish.
Small-minded I will not say;
there were depths in some of them I shrank back from,
wells that the word ‘God’ fell into and died away,
and for all I know is still falling.
Who goes for water to such must prepare for a long wait.
Their eyes looked at me and were the remains of flowers on an old grave.
I was there, I felt,
to blow on ashes that were too long cold.
Often, when I thought they were about to unbar me,
the draught out of their empty places came whistling,
so that I wrapped myself in the heavier clothing of my calling,
speaking of light and love
in the thickening shadows of their kitchens.
R.S. Thomas (1913-2000), The Echoes Return Slowly, 1988.
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